Through The Storm

Alot has happened in my life over the past 9 months. My son died on March 20, 2012, we funeralized him on March 24, 2012, he was cremated on March 26, 2012, and I was back to work on March 28, 2012. I was on autopilot for a long time. I would get out the bed and do the same things I would normally do. Sometimes I didn't know what was going on around me. Finally everything hit me and I had a break down on August 7, 2012. I've been out of work since then. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. I've been put on several medications. Everyday is a struggle. I have so many people in my life now that make sure I'm ok. Just the same I have so called friends that have pushed me away. I don't why, maybe its because they don't know how to handle what I'm going through, hell I can't handle what I'm going through. I know I will never be the same again. I can never go back to who I was because the day my son died apart of me died with him. There is a part of me missing. I want to thank the people who have stuck by me through all of this. I truly love all of you <3 p="p">

I Didn't Know My Own Strength

A good friend told me that the best way to release the things I've been holding in is to write them down, so here goes. On March 20, 2012 I lost my oldest son. It was the worse experience of my life. I never imagined I would bury one of my children. There has not been a day that I haven't cried, some days are better than others. While dealing with my son's death my electric got cut off. During the process of trying to get that taken care of I found out my fiancee was cheating, and in the midst of all that my gas got cut off. At this point I felt my world was crashing down, I didn't think I could go on, but God had another plan. Just when I thought things were over God said they were just beginning. He removed me from a bad relationship and has carried me through every tumultuous ordeal I have been faced with these past few months. God never gives us more than we can bear, I didn't know I could make it through, I didn't know my own strength.

Why I'm Here

I am creating this blog in hopes that whoever reads it will learn more about me and my wonderful center. At my center we are happy, busy and creative. This blog will be used for current and potential clients to inform them and keep them informed of upcoming events at the center.