Through The Storm

Alot has happened in my life over the past 9 months. My son died on March 20, 2012, we funeralized him on March 24, 2012, he was cremated on March 26, 2012, and I was back to work on March 28, 2012. I was on autopilot for a long time. I would get out the bed and do the same things I would normally do. Sometimes I didn't know what was going on around me. Finally everything hit me and I had a break down on August 7, 2012. I've been out of work since then. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. I've been put on several medications. Everyday is a struggle. I have so many people in my life now that make sure I'm ok. Just the same I have so called friends that have pushed me away. I don't why, maybe its because they don't know how to handle what I'm going through, hell I can't handle what I'm going through. I know I will never be the same again. I can never go back to who I was because the day my son died apart of me died with him. There is a part of me missing. I want to thank the people who have stuck by me through all of this. I truly love all of you <3 p="p">