I Didn't Know My Own Strength

A good friend told me that the best way to release the things I've been holding in is to write them down, so here goes. On March 20, 2012 I lost my oldest son. It was the worse experience of my life. I never imagined I would bury one of my children. There has not been a day that I haven't cried, some days are better than others. While dealing with my son's death my electric got cut off. During the process of trying to get that taken care of I found out my fiancee was cheating, and in the midst of all that my gas got cut off. At this point I felt my world was crashing down, I didn't think I could go on, but God had another plan. Just when I thought things were over God said they were just beginning. He removed me from a bad relationship and has carried me through every tumultuous ordeal I have been faced with these past few months. God never gives us more than we can bear, I didn't know I could make it through, I didn't know my own strength.